what an eventful day, i'd say.

a day i felt dejected, rejected, helpless, hopeless and everything negative, to say the least.  i am not even kidding.  i don't know how am i going to gain that lost faith in humanity and love. today i clanged on to the last bit of hope, but of course when there are expectations, soon disappointment will come along.  sad to say, i was proven right.

time, oh what a precious part of our lives.  yet today, i spent hours waiting for someone, or perhaps something.  i held on to the wee bit of faith that you'd appear.  20 hours into the wait but nope, nothing at all.  it wasn't like you didn't know i was waiting. you knew, you fucking knew.

it is because of people like this, made me feel i am worthless of their time and insignificant in their lives.
never, in the 21 years of my life, have i felt this inadequate. #wellfuckingdone.